the dreams i have

Here they are, in no particular order. The dreams that I have.

that doc martens come back in style 'cause their so darn amazing.

that the trader bookstore always has the book that i'm looking for.

of a farm. with chickens and goats and kids all running around together.

of clotheslines and recycling bins.

of someone who appreciates the fact that I make my own laundry soap.

of Alaska.

of panning for gold in an ice cold stream.

of lumberjacks and plaid shirts.

of amazing shoes.

of leather tote bags and perfectly steady tripods.

of butter toffee.

of sunsets and sunrises out of a different window every day.

of perfect hair everyday.

of snow and bears and wolves.

of RVing.

that my dog lives forever.

now, many of these dreams are never going to come true. some of these dreams I will make sure do come true. that's the most amazing things about life. everyday we get up and we choose to make our dreams come true. and its hard. and its scary. discouraging. disheartening. overwhelming. sometimes we want to pull the covers over our head and pretend that if we don't see it happen then it doesn't. but the truth is if we don't make it happen then it doesn't. so, i'm gonna make it happen. even if i don't always have perfect hair or amazing shoes.